Then Jesus turned, and saw them following,
and saith unto them. . .
In
his spiritual autobiography Surprised by
Joy the converted atheist C. S. Lewis talks about the moment when he could
no longer deny God's existence. "People who are naturally religious may
find difficulty understanding the horror of such a revelation. Amiable
agnostics will talk cheerfully about 'man's search for God.' To me, as I then
was, they might as well have talked about the mouse's search for the cat."
These
two disciples of John the Baptist have been playing cat-and-mouse with Jesus.
Their rabbi has twice pointed to this man as the Promised One. They catch the
scent and take up the trail. But they exercise a certain stealth as they pursue
the scent. They stalk the spoor from upwind. Perhaps this is merely the respect
of the student for the teacher, but something more may be at work.
Both
times he identifies Jesus, John refers to him as "the Lamb of God."
The first time he adds the modifier, "who taketh away the sin of the
world."
As
good Jews, these guys knew how lambs took away sin: by the sacrifice of their
own lives. John (the Evangelist, not the Baptist), like any good storyteller,
foreshadows the end of his tale right here at the beginning: The priests in the
temple will condemn this Lamb to death and his pure blood will redeem sinful
humanity.
Then Jesus turned, and saw them
following, and saith unto them. . .
In
a blinding moment the hunted turns hunter; the mouse finally locates the cat
only to discover that the cat has been waiting. While they're trying to figure
out what to say, he speaks to them. They come with questions but he turns
interrogator. Then Andrew finds Peter and Jesus finds Philip and Philip finds
Nathaniel: This cross-devoted Christ refuses to remain the object of anyone's
search and becomes instead the subject of his own safari. He whips by and
baptizes them in a blustering breeze that sucks them ineluctably into its
slipstream as it churns toward Calvary.
Then Jesus turned, and saw them following,
and saith unto them. . .
We
don't need to worry that we will fail to find God because God will not fail to
find us. Maybe, however, we need to ponder all that this means and worry about
that. And then we need to follow.
Meow!
Doug
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